heyyyy peopppleee. okay so i don't want to be murdered or anything but i think i am shutting this site down =[. im actually grounded from the internet right now. when im not i always feel too lazy to update and i used to like doing it but now i dont. i'm sorrrrrry. i'm sure ill end up updating one day when i'm bored.

<3 thanks for all the subscribers and comments i got though.
you all really made it a good site.

wow guys. thanks so much for all of your comments and for subscribing. i'm not exactly feeling well and i don't think i have enough quotes, but i'll try to make an okay post for now<3

You see you don't need to change things; Things change themselves: From metal to gold, from raindrops to snow. It just so happens the snow will change us all. Ironic how these bones can't handle the fall. Nostalgia dies every time we lie about some details we hide - Cause the truth truly hurts sometimes. So don't you cry. Don't keep me up all night. Don't say that you're all right when the truth is you're not all right. Don't you understand that alchemy is not about the life we lead? It's all about the change to things. It's getting harder every day -Hard for me to breath: It's hard enough to breathe. I want to change things.

The tip of your tongue
It's sad but it's stuck
And bent on your lungs
On what they have sung
The devil had thrown
All of his darts
Till death fell apart
AND ATTACHED TO MY HEART.

You say, it's not going to work out
Why do you have to tell me now?
Is there a difference
in anything you've said and done?
Or is it just the way we've been pretending?

Wasting the hours now,
We're all suckers for tragedies.

Forget all those places that you've never really been. And all those situations you somehow found yourself in. Let your body sink into me- like your favorite memory, like a line of poetry, or a fucking fit of honesty.

My problem with me is my problem with you. It doesn't take much for me to come unglued. I put my headphones on, and hear your favorite songs, and it kills me to know...THAT THIS WON'T BE ONE OF THEM.

So don't ask me about forever
Because right now I'm feeling lost.

Thank you for making me
Worthless in your eyes.

& I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know.
It's time to let me in because i feel just fine.

Part my ribs like the sea and change me.
'Cause stone doesn't beat
And rock hearts don't pump anything
but i've grown not to mind because
at least stone doesn't sling like blood
or spill like guts across thef floor.
where the bloodsucks want more.
AND MORE AND MORE.

But isn't it ironic how you still have ideals and I still have nothing?
And now i'm hoping that you'll change so we can see straight some day.

Darling, I can't replace you.
I have to keep on moving
or i get lost in all i'm losing.
I stay, drifting through my head
with the static you left.

You know it saves me to think that even for a little while I owned the set of shoulders that you came to rely on. Like in that movie theater when you whispered in my ear, I almost didn;t make it, this has been my hardest year. Your job is killing you faster than a cancer could, so now you're giving up like they always said you would.

i'mnotapoet.
i'mjusttroubledinthehead.

i'll do more later, i need to go to sleep<33

k. so this post is a mix of things, poetry, lyrics, a quote from a book I read. maybe some other stuff. comments are appreciated.=]

"There will be other lives. There will be other lives for nervous boys with sweaty palms, for bittersweet fumblings in the backseats of cars, for caps and gowns in royal blue and crimson, for mothers clasping pretty pearl necklaces around daughters' unlined necks, for your full name read aloud in an auditorium, for brand new suitcases transporting you to strange new people in strange new lands. And there will be other lives for unpaid debts, for one-nightstands, for Prague and Paris, for painful shoes with ponty toes, for indecisions and revisions. And there will be other lives for fathers walking daughters down aisles. And there will be other lives for sweet babies with skin like milk. And there will be other lives for a man you don't recognize, for a face in the mirror that is no longer yours, for the funerals of intimates, for shrinking, for teeth that falls out, for hair on your chin, for forgetting everything. Everything. Oh, there are so many lives. How we wish we could live them concurrently instead of one by one by one. We could detect the best pieces of each, stringing them together like a strand of pearls. But that's not how it works. A human life is a beautiful mess."

-Elsewhere.

To Eva Descending the Stair

Clocks cry: stillness is a lie, my dear;
The wheels revolve, the universe keeps running.
(Proud you halt upon the spiral stair.)

The asteroids turn traitor in the air,
And planets plot with old elliptic cunning;
Clocks cry: stillness is a lie, my dear.

Red the unraveled rose sings in your hair:
Blood springs eternal if the heart be burning.
(Proud you halt upon the spiral stair.)

Cryptic stars wind up the atmosphere,
In solar schemes the titled suns go turning;
Clocks cry: stillness is a lie, my dear.

Loud the immortal nightingales declare:
Love flames forever if the flesh be yearning.
(Proud you halt upon the spiral stair.)

Circling zodiac compels the year.
Intolerant beauty never will be learning.
Clocks cry: stillness is a lie, my dear.
(Proud you halt upon the spiral stair.)

-My favorite poem, by Sylvia Plath.

counting down all the hours i've spent here
d ro w i n g in all of your l i e s dear,
i wish i could have been warned.

hey guys!!! sorrry i haven't updated. i had midterms this week in school, my last midterm is tuesday. so i'm not sure when i'll get to update cause i don't have many new quotes/lyrics. but maybe sometime later tonight. or sometime this weekend. i promise soon =] i have 116 subscribers and thanks for everyone's comments and stuff!!<333

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